Hi All,
Well those that give a shit...Not too many by the way things appear on my visitor counter.
Anyhow, yesterday we had a terrible wind storm in southern Alberta. Apparently in some areas they measure winds up to 130km and gusts up to 170km. That's crazy windy....lol Some people woke up his morning to find trees, barns sheds etc were missing. WHEW !!!
Didn't do much just tightened down the hatches and rode out the storm. We were lucky, not too much damage here. Some new shingles were blown off but fortunately they are still working on the roof so it will be fixed...no problem.
Had a meeting last Sat in Calgary and met a girlfriend in town for brunch. Was nice to chat with her and see some others at the meeting.
Lots to discuss and some great points were brought up regarding hormones and Alberta health legislature towards transgenders.
Other than the hassle I'm receiving regarding my name change. Hey, things are going well.
Hugs my lovelies...
Lesley
Monday, 28 November 2011
Monday, 21 November 2011
November 21, 2011 - TDOR & Community
Hi All,
Yesterday was TDOR in Calgary. It was a very solemn service and I found myself among a great feeling of love and compassion. I'm not alone and were there are numbers, we can gather strength.
A group of us went out for dinner afterwards and we had a great time. I have never felt such belomging and it was a very special feeling. I was shocked when one of he girls knew of a past military budy of mine was a crossdresser. It took me back a bit only bcz this friend is the least likely person I would have expected. Oh, well guess it provs you never really know anyone do you...
Waiting to speak to one of my girlfriends. She text me earlier tday and said she was feeling sad and needed to chat tonight.
I'm really starting to get it. This longing inside that has been eating at me for so long, to be the woman I know I always was meant to be.
Goodnight lovelies...
Lesley
Yesterday was TDOR in Calgary. It was a very solemn service and I found myself among a great feeling of love and compassion. I'm not alone and were there are numbers, we can gather strength.
A group of us went out for dinner afterwards and we had a great time. I have never felt such belomging and it was a very special feeling. I was shocked when one of he girls knew of a past military budy of mine was a crossdresser. It took me back a bit only bcz this friend is the least likely person I would have expected. Oh, well guess it provs you never really know anyone do you...
Waiting to speak to one of my girlfriends. She text me earlier tday and said she was feeling sad and needed to chat tonight.
I'm really starting to get it. This longing inside that has been eating at me for so long, to be the woman I know I always was meant to be.
Goodnight lovelies...
Lesley
Saturday, 19 November 2011
November 19, 2011 - Woes
Hi All,
Seems that over the past few days nothing has gone right. just needed a good nap and time to recharge.
Planning on going to TDOR tomorrow. I feel that it's something I need to do.
Maybe go out after for dinner with a girlfriend and perhaps hit a bar for a couple of drinks.
Thinking also about wearing a dress for the first time....could be interesting.
Goodnight lovelies....
Lesley
Seems that over the past few days nothing has gone right. just needed a good nap and time to recharge.
Planning on going to TDOR tomorrow. I feel that it's something I need to do.
Maybe go out after for dinner with a girlfriend and perhaps hit a bar for a couple of drinks.
Thinking also about wearing a dress for the first time....could be interesting.
Goodnight lovelies....
Lesley
Thursday, 17 November 2011
November 17, 2011 - Wishing well
Hello All,
Over the last few days I have been dealing with water well issues.
Finally today it's all fixed and running properly.
Know I need to go and have a shower...
Tommorow night is another group meeting a 7pm.
Thinking maybe I will go out for a while too.
Goodnight lovelies.
Lesley
Over the last few days I have been dealing with water well issues.
Finally today it's all fixed and running properly.
Know I need to go and have a shower...
Tommorow night is another group meeting a 7pm.
Thinking maybe I will go out for a while too.
Goodnight lovelies.
Lesley
Tuesday, 15 November 2011
November 14, 2001 - Laser me...
Hi All,
Well, was suppose to have water guy come by today but he pussed out from the cold.
Excited today about going for my first laser treatment. Have to admit it did hurt more than I expected, especially on my upper lip and chin. All and all it was a different experience and I hope in the long run it will pay off. I have to go back in for another 6 sessions, resting for 4 weeks between each session. My next will be around Dec 12th.
I also booked my next appt. with psych for Dec 5th.
Hopeing to hear about my name change soon.
Goodnight lovelies...
Lesley
Well, was suppose to have water guy come by today but he pussed out from the cold.
Excited today about going for my first laser treatment. Have to admit it did hurt more than I expected, especially on my upper lip and chin. All and all it was a different experience and I hope in the long run it will pay off. I have to go back in for another 6 sessions, resting for 4 weeks between each session. My next will be around Dec 12th.
I also booked my next appt. with psych for Dec 5th.
Hopeing to hear about my name change soon.
Goodnight lovelies...
Lesley
Sunday, 13 November 2011
November 13, 2011 - Quiet Sunday
Hi All,
Yesterday I went into Calgary for a meeting and then had a lovely dinner out with a girlfriend. We had great conversation and I left with lots of food for thought and in my belly. So much to contimplate and adjust too. Taking it easy, just enjoying a relaxiing day...
Cheers lovelies!
Lesley
Yesterday I went into Calgary for a meeting and then had a lovely dinner out with a girlfriend. We had great conversation and I left with lots of food for thought and in my belly. So much to contimplate and adjust too. Taking it easy, just enjoying a relaxiing day...
Cheers lovelies!
Lesley
Friday, 11 November 2011
November 11, 2911 - REMEMBRANCE & SACRIFICE
Hi All,
Got up early today was feeling quite excited and apprehensive all at once. I couldn't sleep so decided to get up and start my busy day. Dolled all up and put on a pre-determined look and set aside clothes. Left home with plenty of time to make my way to the Remembrance Svc. After finding a place relatively close by to park I made my way to the Svc. I felt somewhat out of body and tried to allow myself to relax and enjoy the service. Service itself was very good and I saw a few people I knew from the stands. After the service I went into the museum to have a look around. I intended to just have a quick look around but found myself really taking in this experience as Lesley. It was a surreal feeling and I enjoyed the moment as I walked through each gallery. There were many changes since the last time I was there. I strolled don the hallway to the library, half drawn there for some reason. I walked through the door and saw one of my old colleagues. I made myself appear to be looking around and noticed her leaving so I followed her halfway down the hall before I called out her name. She stopped and looked back at me as I approached her. I stood in front of her and she looked at me before she said; You will have to help my memory, you are? I grinned and said; It's me Lee. She stood there for a moment and then said. Oh, I see who you are now. WOW, you look great! I almost cried....
We chatted for a short while and then said our goodbyes as though nothing was different. I enjoyed our chat...
I decide to wrap up my visit and head to my next appt. with a quick stop at Tims for a coffee and muffin as I hadn't eaten anything up to this point. I found a parking spot with a 2hr limit close to the clinic. I arrived there about 15mins early and sat at a table to enjoy my Tims.
At exactly 2pm I met my new psychologist. He is a good looking man. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't immediately attracted to him. He had on a tight black shirt that was only buttoned up half way and his muscled chest as something to admire. Not to mention he was quite lovely to look at too. Short well kept hair with blond highlights and beautiful eyes and lips. It was a struggle to hide my admiration. Hope he didn't notice me periodically checking him out. :)
Anyhow, we discussed quite a lot over the 1hr and he was very helpful.
I'm going to see him again, and hopefully over the next few months together we can figure all this out.
Hugs lovelies...
Lesley
Got up early today was feeling quite excited and apprehensive all at once. I couldn't sleep so decided to get up and start my busy day. Dolled all up and put on a pre-determined look and set aside clothes. Left home with plenty of time to make my way to the Remembrance Svc. After finding a place relatively close by to park I made my way to the Svc. I felt somewhat out of body and tried to allow myself to relax and enjoy the service. Service itself was very good and I saw a few people I knew from the stands. After the service I went into the museum to have a look around. I intended to just have a quick look around but found myself really taking in this experience as Lesley. It was a surreal feeling and I enjoyed the moment as I walked through each gallery. There were many changes since the last time I was there. I strolled don the hallway to the library, half drawn there for some reason. I walked through the door and saw one of my old colleagues. I made myself appear to be looking around and noticed her leaving so I followed her halfway down the hall before I called out her name. She stopped and looked back at me as I approached her. I stood in front of her and she looked at me before she said; You will have to help my memory, you are? I grinned and said; It's me Lee. She stood there for a moment and then said. Oh, I see who you are now. WOW, you look great! I almost cried....
We chatted for a short while and then said our goodbyes as though nothing was different. I enjoyed our chat...
I decide to wrap up my visit and head to my next appt. with a quick stop at Tims for a coffee and muffin as I hadn't eaten anything up to this point. I found a parking spot with a 2hr limit close to the clinic. I arrived there about 15mins early and sat at a table to enjoy my Tims.
At exactly 2pm I met my new psychologist. He is a good looking man. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't immediately attracted to him. He had on a tight black shirt that was only buttoned up half way and his muscled chest as something to admire. Not to mention he was quite lovely to look at too. Short well kept hair with blond highlights and beautiful eyes and lips. It was a struggle to hide my admiration. Hope he didn't notice me periodically checking him out. :)
Anyhow, we discussed quite a lot over the 1hr and he was very helpful.
I'm going to see him again, and hopefully over the next few months together we can figure all this out.
Hugs lovelies...
Lesley
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